at about 40 days from today my chambering period will end... tak sedar dah hampir setahun kat MKCJ nie... macam2 aku lalui... macam2 aku lihat.. suka... duka... semua ader... aku pun x sangka.. maksudnya perjalanan hidup aku sebagai chambering student sudah sampai ke penghujungnya... cepat betul masa berjalan... dulu masa aku mula2 start setiap hari aku mengira hari dan masa bila aku akan habiskan chambering nie.. tap.. tap.. dah nak habis... tapi b4 this end i need to face 2 jawapan daripada interview dan ethics xm aku...
firstly, aku harap ethics xm aku kan pass.. of course... insyaAllah.. then, my PTD result?? camne ek?? aku pun confius.. kalo aku dpt camne.. kalo aku x dpt camne... aku xtahu nak buat camne.. confius.. kalo aku letakkan segalanya kepada Allah SWT... adalah tidak adil kerana aku kena pertahankan kehidupan aku.. bukannyer menyerah 100% kepada Pencipta aku.. ini tidak adil.... malah, masterku pun bertanya camne if dpt PTD?? do u really want it?? adakah ini yg awak nak?? aku x mampu nak memberikan jawapan bg soalan semudah itu... andainya mampu beliau memahami akan diriku.. hahahha.. mungkin tidak.. hahaha..
day by day aku semakin menghargai masa yg aku ader di MKCJ.. i'm gonna miss all of them!! a lot!! hahhaa... we kind of get so close right now.. which supposedly nit to be done in 9 months chambering nie... its not good.. Me and other LA also getting closer.. my relationship with my Master getting ease and smoothly.. he is sooo cooll... papa cool...rite now yg i notice he tends to make jokes, have a chat with me.. being nice at wrong time & place.. hahahha.. but nevertheless, he tried at least for the last couple of days.. hahahha... one funny things which i though he is being nice when he asked me during my 3 days leave for ethics xm.. "err.. farhana u balik bile??" i just smiling and start to laugh.. i belum pergi dah tanya ... hahaha so, i answered him.. 'err.. i'll go 2morrow morning, the xm ends on thursday and i'll be back on that day.. as friday is holiday, so i'll see u on monday ok?" then, he laugh.. funny rite..
aku xnak pk more than that bcoz aku pk apa yg dia buat skrg is just being nice b4 we left.. i'm quite sad to leave him as he is a good master.. walaupun aku nie bnyk sgt buat salah... hahahha.. he is kind of considered person which is ok with me... walaupun sometimes dia kena dgr bebelan aku yg kekdg merepek2.. but still he layan jer.. hahaha... like yesterday.. aku baru je baik demam so suara pun ala2 rock camtuh.. nak tanak kuar.. but still, aku jumpa dia n masuk bilik dia.. then, he asked my condition.. dah jumpa doktor semua.. ok la.. then, dia tanya psl up coming hearing on this friday.. so, aku pun mula la citer.. sambil meminta maaf bnyk kali kerana suara kekdg x nak kuar.. hahah.. tetiba dia bersuara.. "suara u camnie lembut jer.." hahaha.. memula aku buat ala2 macho.. tapi bile tgk muka dia merah padam sambil ketawa.. aku pun behenti n ketawa plus malu... dia pun join sekali malu.. yg x blh bla muka dia yg merah.. patutnya muka aku.. pastuh dia suruh aku stop sbb kesian suara xnak kuar.. huhuhuhu.. so, i pun kater ok.. then, we discussed about my research and he gave the continuation of the research... hahaha.. it's ok.. i guess..
But, bila aku MC it seems like everybody do care bout me.. semua tahu aku balik awal on monday.. aku dtg keje n at 10 i balik coz dah x larat.. Master aku pun kater suara pun cam lain so, balik la.. even clerks and other LA pun concern bout me... siap sorang tuh bgtau takpe u x pyh ckp.. dgr je ape yg i cerita.. hahahha.. the, yesterday i found out one of the clerks pun demam n xde suara cam me.. so, i pun usik dia kiter boleh nyanyi lagu Rock sama2.. suara camnie.. hahaha... then we laugh 2gether.. ( ya Allah sedih n pilunya bila kenang saat2 ini after the end of 40 days).. huhuhuhu..
I really appreciated with everything i have learn, enjoy and suffered during my time with all of them.. Ya Allah, tabahkan lah hati hambamu ini utk menghadapi satu lagi PERPISAHAN>>> huhuhuhu...
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